booyaaa its over!! its finally over!!

YUSH!!! SPM dah tamat yall!!! i am freeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! ooo ma goshhhh *excited lebih*.... akhir nya aq dpt on9 bila2 masa yg aq nak.. x tido mlm pon x per dahhhh... weehoo... next step ialah menunggu keputusan!! <3 satu lagi dugaan yg perlu di tempuhi.. tp sblm tue aq nak enjoy dulu!! spe setuju sila angkat kaki!!... hahahhahahahahhahaha............................................................ *blank* okay bye...

memories of kuro-chan

it was late evening that i found you near my cats, the dnatha family, cage.. your meow sound like your hungry n thirsty.. so i took the extra feeding bowl of the dnatha family n fill in some food n water... i stay close to the bowl but you too shy to come close.. i notice that.. so i step back n you came running to the feeding bowl.. eating like you havent eat for days or you probably are... you were alone.. probably you wonder off from your family or you just dont have a family.. i left you with the food and drinks coz its getting late.. the next day i thought you were gone but i stand corrected... you were there 'meowing' for more food.. i gave you more.. but you still scared of me.. so i waited there until you finished eating.. gaining your trust was the hardest thing i ever do.. i would sit there for hours so you know i am not going to hurt you.. you probably have a bad time with your owner or other human being.. thats why you were scared..it become my routine to fill you bowl n waited for you.. i will never give up.. i will do everything to gain your trust...  a few days later i saw a chance to touch your head.. n so i did... but when i try to lift your up, you become panick n start to screatch me n bite me.. i dont blame you.. i blame my self for acting too fast.. now that a lil bit of trust u had for letting me touch your head has completly disapper.. one day as i was walking toward the dnatha cage, i saw you playing with ratna, the dnatha's couple daughter.. she was inside the cage while your were outside.. i figure that you might want some company so i let ratna out.. you two were jumping with joy at that time,... running everywhere like there is no tomorrow, now that i see it closely, you just a bit older then ratna.. i join the fun n play with the two of you.. slowly i gain back your trust... a few days later, i came to the cage i saw u trying to find a mother love by staying close to ratu, queen of the dnatha family,.. at that time i realize wht you really want.. a love from a family... i realize how lonely you are without a mother n a family... i know wht i must do... i saw an opportunity to take a hold of you.. i know the risk for you to bite me is high but i have another plan... since you miss your mother  i take that opportunity to hold you like your mother used too.. that is by the neck.. n its work... i manage to hold you.. i put you into the dnatha family cage, n they accept you easily.. u become one of them in no matter of time.. i was relife.. now i dont have to worry aabout other cats biting or bullying you... weeks passes n the bond between you , the dnatha family, n me become stronger.. i now have your trust.. everyday i would go there to meet you.. but there is one thing i forget to do to you.. i forget to name you.. realizing that i gave you the name of kuro dnatha.. you are now has become one of the dnatha family members... you were so happy.. seeing you play with ratna every evening really make me happy n relax.. but too bad its was only temporary... on the late evening of 19/11/2011, when i walk to the cage i saw you lying under neath the tabel.. i thought you were asleep.. but after watching you for a couple of minutes you din't move or breath.. my heart stop for a while when my mom said that you are gone.. i cant belive it.. i just saw you playing with ratna this morning n how come you are dead  now.. but there is nothing more i can do than just accept the truth.. when our friendship just become strong, when you just found a family to live with, u have to let it all go n leave us for a better world... i am glad that u manage to find a fimily n have some of their love before you leave.. no matter where you are now, you will always be one of the dnatha's... n i will hold a special place for you in my heart, insayaallah,.. thanks for being one of the dnatha...



notes:
1) the dnatha family is actually my sister cats. my mom n i look after it for a while until she find a job... ari dnatha is the head of the family, his queen is ratu n their daughter is ratna and an adopted daughter, kuro-chan.

I REALLY3 LOVE THIS NASYID!!

 cuba2 la dgnr nasyid nie.. best!!! maksud dye pon menakjubkan.. thanks kepada pelajar 5 sn 1 yg kenal kan aq kpd nasyid nie.. now my day wont be complete if i am not listening to this nasyid.. terbaek!!!... hmm naper aq suka sgt dgnr nasyid nie?? well........... aq sendiri pon x tau.. yg aq tau aq suka rentak dye, bunyi dye, SUARA penyanyi tue . aq paling suka MAKSUD lagu nie...  hmmm nie maksud nasyid tue...

o my loard, please send peace and blessing upon your beloved(PBUH), the best of all creation(2x),

MUAHAMMAD(PBUH),is the prince of this world and the hereafter(2x),

and of men and jinn, arabs and non arabs,

o my loard, please send peace and blessing upon your beloved(PBUH), the best of all creation(2x),

nothing detered you,no defeat and no loss!(2x),

until this community of ISLAM was set among the satrs,

o my loard, please send peace and blessing upon your beloved(PBUH), the best of all creation(2x),

oh beloved of god, messengers of god,imam of all the prophets(2x),

your journeyed from one sanctuary by night to another sanctuary,as the moon travels through intense darkness(2x)

and you kept ascending untill you reached a position(2x)

at a distance of two cubits,

as had never been attained nor had been sought,

o my loard, please send peace and blessing upon your beloved(PBUH), the best of all creation(untill end),

hope you guys enjoy lagu nie sma mcm aq enjoy.. <3 <3 <3.... nghehehehehe

THE SCARY DATE APPROACHING SOON!!!

korang tau x date aper yg aq maksud kan?? nghehehehe.... of coz la SPM yal!!!.. bg mereka yg x tau aper tue SPM meh2 aq bg  tau.. S untuk SUPERMAN!! hahaha... kidding.. S is for SIJIL.. P is for PELAJARAN... M is MALAYSIA(my lovely country).. haaa nak tau naper rmi student takut nak ambik SPM smpy ader yg tidur x lena.. mandi x kenyang.. makan x basah... ehh salah2... mandi x basah makan x kenyang?? sbb SPM nie adalah penentu masa depan kami!! kalau result baguih maka baguih la kami punya masa depan.. tp kan aq nak habaq la kat hampa yg nak ambik SPM nie.. tok sah la dok stress2 nie.. relax sudah... yg penting hampa pandai bahagi masa.. panda kontorol diri dari pengaruh dan GODAAAN ber-facebook/ber-blog(x sedar diri yg aq pon sma tergoda).. hampa x boleh la asyik study ja 24-7.. otak kita pon mcm mesin jugak.. pki 24-7 last2 rosak.. hajaq muka... pndi2 la bajet masa nak study.. asal rasa mcm otk dah x boleh terima.. berenti la sat..p buat kerja laen.. tp jgn la pulak br study x smpy seminit dah berenti ckp 'hmm otak dah x leh terima baik bukak facebook'.. lepaih tue bukak facebook smpy x igt dunia.. jgn kata nak study.. nak solat pon dah x ingat.. ish3... JANGAN SESEKALI!! AMARAN KERAS!!... apa2 pon aq harap hampa  semua pelajar2 yg nak ambik SPM nie berjaya lah dlm exam tue.. mari kita doakan kita sama2 berjaya... AMIN!! alright guys!!! GUD LUCK i say once again... see hampa in my post seterus nya!!!

igt aper yg ulat tue cakap.. <3 <3

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